Monday, October 31, 2005

I fixed up my schedule for my driving lessons. My test will be next Friday so I'm going to have one lesson in 11hours time, and then next week Monday to Thursday I'll be having 1 lesson each day to prepare for my test on Friday! I SO badly want to pass!! Ahh...Once again please wish me luck!! Thanks so much! =) I'm really looking forward to this Tuesday too! Going to have my Godparents over for a get-together AND we're gonna have my mom's Vietnamese Beef Noodles!! Hell yeah!! =P

I just got John Legend's album...Checking out the songs now..its pretty cool..I wouldn't say I'm LOVIN' it but its a nice album lol xD I kinda like the song "Refuge". It has beautiful lyrics. =) Its a light-hearted kinda song too! Well I'm gonna head to bed shortly..Gotta rest up for my practice lesson tomorrow..I hope I don't stall the engine or hit any curbs...Focus focus focus xD Ok adios!! Will let ya'll know how the lesson went!! =)

1:38 AM

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Today was awesome...Well...the part of it I was awake that is xD I was up at like 3ish...and hung around the house...The interesting part was at night when Mom and I went to one of her friend's house for a open house Depavali Get-Together. I sorta anticipated that it wasn't gonna be all that great and that it might get boring but I was SO wrong. See, thats the thing about life, as I mentioned in one of the previous posts, we expect one thing but somehow life always has it another way. When you think it won't be so good, it can turn out to be awesome! I had a blast at the party...Met a few new people, chatting around, mingled and had some really delicious indian food! Ate till I almost went KABOOM! wahaha =P By the time we left, it was close to 10pm so we can home and just relaxed in front of the television for a while...most certainly an awesome day! =)

Well my Driving Test is coming!! 11th November 2005..I REALLY want to pass!!! Wish me luck people!! =) And thank you in advance!! Hehe...

12:57 AM

Saturday, October 29, 2005

I didn't get my enlistment letter today WHEW! xD

Another week coming to an end..too damn fast lol...

The old lady in the house was screaming her ass off again...Even Roxy and Crystal was pissed off..Not just myself and the maid but even my cats couldn't stand it! The old lady came out of her room and started screaming at the maid for no apparent reason. Getting old and losing her marbles I tell ya...And if I tell people how I feel about my grandmother, well some will think its mean of me....but its a very complicated issue...one that angers me everytime I think about it. This old lady has been VERY mean to my mother (Her "daughter") and well, my mother means the world to me and anyone who treats her badly doesn't exactly get a smile from me. I've stopped talking to this old lady since a couple of months back and I have no intention of changing that. Like I said, its a really messy situation that goes way back, as a matter of fact. But anyhow, thats one good thing probably, about going into the Army...I don't have to hear this noise...But I will be hearing the screaming of a sergant..oh man.. lol Well...whatever the case is, this is all part of life and growing up, and gaining experiance about dealing with people...I certainly hope that I will gain positively from this experiance =)

On a lighter note, I've once again got a couple of albums (3 to be exact) downloading as I write this...Looking forward to hearing the music! =D My show is starting in a couple minutes so I'm gonna make this a quickie and I might add-on to this entry later!~ So till then, or tomorrow, ciao!!~ =D

12:05 AM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Man today Alston called me and he said he got his enlistment letter for NS =x He did the medical on the same day as me and Jia Rong (only different time)...His enlistment is this december...Man I only wanna go in next year like between January and March...I really hope I don't recieve my enlistment yet >.< Can't help worrying though....AHHHH Why am I worried anyway..I gotta go in SOMETIME...ah geez =
What a way to end the day lol...Started out beautifully and ended in worry *faint* Tomorrow we shall see if I recieve that dreaded letter. Ciao!!~

9:14 PM

Well lets see...I spent most of today watching "Friends" and downloading albums xD A pretty interesting day if I do say so myself! Hehe... I currently have 2 torrents downloading...one being a Michael Bolton album and the other being a set of 5 of Enya's albums! Can't wait to check them out! I think I'm gonna need some blank CDs soon too so I can burn some of this stuff =P

Anyway, today was a quiet day all in all...quiet but enjoyable I must say...And I certainly hope tomorrow will be the same! =) I don't really have much to write today but I have one thing TO say..I've been thinking about changing my blog song...again! A change once in a while keeps it fresh ya'know...I'll go see which song inspires me and I'll update real soon! =) Ciao!!~

12:59 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I'm not sure why..but there is something about the night that makes me..I'm not sure of the word...sober? Or rather there is something about the night that makes me reminisce..makes me think...makes me ponder...I think about everything...from getting my dang drivers license to a sad show I'd watch...its funny how we can get affected emotionally from say watching a sad show to perhaps seeing your best friend get married for example...Why do we feel what we feel? Imagine a world where we had no emotions...where we did not feel pain or loss..or happiness...nothing. I will never forget this saying that I heard in a movie..."If it don't kill you, it make you stronger" And I believe in this so strongly! If it doesn't kill you, it surely will make you stronger and wiser...

I was watching the Discovery Channel today and saw this show about Crop Circles. Do you believe in life out there, beyond planet Earth? I for one, believe with my whole heart that there is. I mean come on...Earth is just one planet in a solar system made up of a bunch of planets and this is just one solar system of MILLIONS of solar systems that make up space...GOD knows how big this blackness that surrounds Earth is...Imagine..from prehistoric times where animals and trees and plants were everywhere to a concrete jungle of buildings..laptops..CD players..Television..Internet..I could go on and on and on. Think about how much we've progressed..it leaves me speechless just thinking about it. Yet we hardly think about these things..we hardly ever consider how damned lucky we are to be living in such technology! And technology grows EVERY day..every single day someone discovers SOMETHING and it keeps going on and on... I certainly believe that there MUST be life out there thriving and growing more knowledgeble each and every passing day just like Earth...maybe in another form but still similar! Already private companies are looking to build on planets like Mars and the Moon, hoping to build hotels, malls..on these planets and cast them as tourist attractions...God knows what will happen in 500 years from now...In fact, look at 100years from now..a mere 100...imagine the fantastic discoveries that will be made..the technological advances 100 years from now...We could be on vehicles that literally float on air... On tv there's this advertisement about how technology can soon make a soldier completely invisible! Imagine that! =)

Well I shall cease this blabbering....for now... >=P I'll be back tomorrow as always! Ciao!! =)

1:09 AM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Sometimes I wonder what I am doing
Each day passing by as I try
Not to realise weeks gone by
But to think of this very moment

A new chapter I am presently in
Others forgotten but still remembered
I must not look back not even once
Focus on what is ahead instead

I sometimes feel so alone
Being in this world as it passes by
Filled with a sense of regret
Of things that should have long been fulfilled

One must get up and face the challenge
Of events seemingly harsh
For time waits for no one
When its through its done

Just a little something I wrote out of the blue...Today has been like any other really...Just enjoying the hours as they pass by =) Getting a new fridge later on today (Tuesday) which has a crushed ice/cubed ice/water dispenser!!! LoL Fancy getting excited about something like that..But you know how it is in life...we get excited about having something new...and after having it, it becomes so normal...We always never truely appreciate what we have until we lose it...If only we were able to truely appreciate yeah... =)

2:41 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005

Well this week has ended well...Just chilled out today (with a real sore shoulder) and Crystal just got home a couple minutes ago from her night walk...That concludes another week and starts up yet another... =)

Sometimes I can't wait to start University and do the Veterinary course!! I just wish that I already obtained my AUSMAT cert. but reality tells it otherwise...In good time I will achieve this...In good time.

And yes if anyone wondering, the song on this blog has once again changed lol... Title and lyrics are on the front page as always! I hope everyone enjoys this song! =D

Jeez my shoulder is really killing me...its been like this for 3 or 4 days now...Even as I write this, once in a while I'll feel a muscle pull of some sort..a highly unusual sensation..not a very comfortable one at that too. I sure hope this goes away real soon >.< style="font-weight: bold;">Black Knight on DVD. A real funny show! xD One of the main female chatacters in the movie (forgot her name), she's pretty cute too LoL..Anyway I hope tomorrow starts off nice...lookin forward to the new fridge mom purchased thats arriving somewhere between tomorrow and wednesday! Unlimited supply of crushed/cubed ice! Woohoo!! xD lol... Alright gonna catch some winks now! Ciao!!~

1:59 AM

Sunday, October 23, 2005

I write this entry with a very sore thumb (literally). Today started out nice and easy...midway it was rather rushing...but night-time was once again nice and relaxed.

I got up at about 1ish and just lazed in bed till 2 or so. Had to travel to Sembawang to meet Ervin to go to Mr Philip Tan's house which is right beside the Sembawang MRT Station. We went over and well..the moment we got to his doorstep, his daughter had an accident where she fell down and was hurt some so Mr Tan and his wife brought her to a nearby clinic to make sure she was ok. In the meantime, Ervin and I worked up some tunes on a couple of Jimbae's (Not sure how you spell that) and we got some pretty cool tunes. By the time Mr Tan got back, it was around 5 and we started deciding what we'd bring to the Art House to use for our little performance. I ended up using one of the Jimbae's for my main instrument. When we actually performed, we switched around so I hit on the cowbells and on a bucket and bass drum too =) Anyhow, after deciding, we had to rush the stuff down to the car, pack it in and make our way to the Art House which is like..just beside the Fullerton Hotel. We made it to that place just nice at 6:50 so we had 40minutes to set up and do a short run trial to ensure everything was set. It went good really. Although we had no formal practice with the instruments, we just played imprompto and made up rythmns as we went along so it was really awesome!

It was especially nice of mom and Aunty Karen and Zi Ei (my godbro) to come down and watch too! Support is always a wonderful thing! =) At the end of everything we packed up....and myself with Mom and co. made our way for dinner. Mr Tan paid me on the spot yeah...very generous of him. He was saying that the organisers would take a hell of a long time so he just gave me my pay first so he'd just collect from them when they eventually hand him the money. =) Which reminds me...I've still not recieved my pay from Drum Cafe..wonder how long more that'll take *wonders* Oh well..in good time yeah!

Anyhow, I'm gonna chill out some and call it a night...or morning rather...its like 2:40am lol..Awesome weather I must say! Its always wonderfully raining and blowing wind at these ungodly hours for some unknown reason...geeez...wish it would be like this in broad daylight..that would make the day real nice and cooling xD Well good night!! Till tomorrw, ciao!!~ =D

2:25 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

I keep listening to this song over and over again..the one I've put on my blog, Nickleback - Far Away. Its my all-time favourite for the moment =) I keep listening to it and singing it (although really badly) lol

I had the weirdest dream this morning...The dream occured roughly between 9am and 3pm. How do I know this? Well Jia Rong called me at about 9ish and it was only after I fell back to sleep that I had this dream. It started out with me and some other people fighting against some weird alien creatures..and from there it changed to me making out with some girl (very hot girl btw) but i don't know how she looked like...All I know is that she was really pretty...and then the scene switched a third time..to one of myself helping this girl whom it seemed I knew from years back and like..she was pregnant and I reluctantly helped her into a cab and brought her to the hospital or something...very odd dream...Once I woke up, I washed up and started searching online for meanings of dreams...wasn't too successful though lol. Well maybe tomorrow I'll start searching again...who knows what it might mean eh.. =)

Got a lovely chicken pie I'm gonna munch on for supper in a little bit hehe yumm! xD Really enjoying these days before NS...

DID YOU KNOW: Its only like 10 weeks to Christmas and New Year.
Before we know it, 2006 will arrive and its goodbye to the year 2005...Time sure flies real quick.

1:12 AM

Friday, October 21, 2005

My day started real early..like 8am...Headed down to SFMS to meet Mr Philip Tan and Ervin (who incidentally showed up only at 12) so Mr Tan and myself had a little practice while waiting...We played on the congos and the drumsets and basically anything and everything that produced sound! We recorded our playing (raw recording) just jamming about and getting the feel for each other's rythmn...After the first practice, we grabbed some lunch and then I went to sit in one of Mr Tan's classes where he was showing the kids a VCD movie about this guy who's Aunt's last wish was for him to start a choir in this little neighbourhood. I can't recall the title but from what I saw so far (about 30mins of the entire movie), its a smashing movie!! =D

We jammed with Ervin eventually at 12ish and it was pretty awesome! Weirdly enough, after the whole practice session and all, I ended up with a blue-black bruise on my right thumb and my index finger (on right hand) feels like its a little swollen..ever so slightly but its noticable =S Oh well it should prolly go away after a couple days or so. =)

It was wonderful meeting up with a bunch of the SFMS guys and gals after so many months...Seeing them again...catching up on good times and stuff...I guess, for now, the past two years of my life, being in SFMS, have been one chapter in itself, of my entire life which sadly has closed...I wish so badly that I could just reopen that chapter and add more pages to it...but I guess it can't be done..Have to move on and look forward to more brand new chapters that await exploration! =D

Well I'm bushed! I'm gonna head to bed...Till later, ciao amigos and amigas!! xD

1:05 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Today's been awesome! Met up with mom's best friend and my god sis and bro...(their mom)..and together with my mom, the 5 of us headed down to Marche at The Heeren for dinner! You know what they say...Even if the food is bad, the company, if great, makes the food taste even better xD
But the food was good however! Good food...good company...excellent night! =D We spent approximately 5hours...and its gone by so fast...its amazing how time flies nowadays...its only roughly 10 weeks before Christmas and New Year..and the ushering in of a brand new year. Before ya know, it'll be the year 2020. I certainly hope I'll continue to write in here even by the year 2020...although there will (unfortunately) be 2 weeks gap between two particular entries..being the 2 weeks I have BMT >.< And then I get to write only like twice a week for the duration of my entire BMT...REALLY wanna get into Music&Drama man!

Anyway enough of that....I'm still blasing "Far Away" by Nickleback in my ears as I write this...Been hearing it a couple times today in my iPod shuffle...Oh yeah dropped by HMV and I have albums in mind to downloaded hehehe *evil grin* >=P

Till tomorrow, adios!!~

12:02 AM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I DIDN'T sleep last night!!! Its not THAT big a deal but still...I hardly miss a night's sleep LoL...I was online till about umm...4ish..and Jia Rong called me (Which BTW scared the heck out of me when my phone rang suddenly, shattering the stillness of the morning). We just chatted and talked about stuff then he suggested meeting up for breakfast and coffee...We already have planned to meet for dinner this Friday to try out this Cafe at Rail Mall but he was suggesting we meet up for breakfast too since it was already about 5am by then.

We met up about 6:20am and went down to Rail Mall...Got there at approximately 7am..The Cafe was closed though >.< In the end we made our way to West Mall...Walked around there and found ourselves at Macdonalds Lmao...Had a Big Breakfast (Which I've not had for ages!) and then went walking around...

After meeting up with Jia Rong, I had to meet up with my mom and her best friend...Together with my Godbro and Godsis (Mom's best friend's kids) we checked out some shops and stuff and just hung out basically...made our way back to thier place to chill which was awesome...Gonna be heading back to their place tomorrow for my little Godbro's birthday "party". According to him its not gonna be a real big party so its a gonna be a small, yet fun one xD

Anyway...Notice it seems like there is a repeat entry for Tuesday yea...By right, this entry should be on Wednesday as I always blog after 12midnight LOL but well...since I didn't catch any winks last night, I think I'll crash and burn on my comfy bed MUCH earlier tonight..I had a REALLY hard time keeping awake in the car ride back home from their house so I doubt I'll be any more successful once I lie down in bed xD

Oh yeah we got Roxy a new Cat-Tag and I've attached it onto her collar..Looks awesome! Gotta start counselling her on trusting strangers man...Keep her real street smart xD

Anyway I'm out! Will be back tomorrow with more updates!!! Ciao!!~

7:46 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005
A Crazy Start
I mentioned in my previous entry that I hoped this week would be an awesome one...Well it has started out with a pissed off beginning. Some kids, I suspect and am confident of, who are ineffably cretinous rogues and are belligerent, cold-hearted unfortunate occurrences of unprotected intercourse, tried to attack one of my 2 cats AGAIN! Roxy is a street-smart cat but well..she can be TOO friendly sometimes. These abominably narcissistic simpletons and nose-picking malfunctioning little twerps tried to grab her by the collar probably and pulled on her neck in that fashion. My maid and I found her collar in the carpark dustbin but Roxy's collar tag with her name and our tel. no. is missing.

Being 5 brothers, their parents clearly don't own cable TV. They both probably work and knowing the kind of time they have to spare for family, they still go ahead and give birth to 5 boys. HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE!!?!?! Now, because of lack of attention from the working parents, these sorry excuses for human beings start hurting innocent animals...It is completely absurd!

The good thing though, is that Roxy is well and hasn't suffered any hurt...She better not or I will personally go down there and give them a taste of their own medicine...Sad to say we have no solid proof of their doing...but the moment there is, you can bet your life I will take them to court if possible! I don't care about getting any money..I just want those kids and those..."parents" to learn how rotten those cretins are!

On a lighter note...I've uploaded this new song "Far Away" by Nickleback and DAMN its one hell of a great song! Its passionate and you can really feel the emotion(s) in it. I hope you all enjoy it as much as I do! =) I've taken the liberty to upload the lyrics, artiste and title in the front page where the music quotes are and I will update that page if and when I change the background music~ Enjoy yeah!

1:12 AM

Monday, October 17, 2005

It rained all day today! The temperature must have been around 23degress, I'm guessing...Its perfect for a nice night-time stroll...with a little drizzle..The perfect night for one to reminisce too. I got a couple more albums today! I got the latest album for "Three Doors Down" and "Nickleback" and I have 3 albums of "Lifehouse" downloading as I write this and they are at 86.1% Perfect! Not much longer to go! =D I'm going to upload a new song into my blog which I hope everyone will enjoy!

Had a huge feast with my God-parents and friends over at my place...Mom outdid herself as usual~ Fried chicken was superb! Definitely gonna give KFC a run for their money! xD I'm gonna have me the rest of those chicken wings tomorrow for lunch! Can't wait!!
Okok...enough food talk already! LoL

Its the start to a new week as of now...being 1:53am approximately..GOOD MORNING FOLKS!
I hope this week will be an awesome one! Its only like....a little over a month before Christmas time...Better start preparing your shopping list for prezzies for your family and friends...and loved ones! =)

Catch ya'll tmr! *signs off* xD

1:43 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

I will never for the life of me, be able to comprehend the reason for these "holy wars" that have occured in the past years....these acts of terrorism and bombings that have been happening...Honestly, if you look at the timeline, this world is falling apart bit by bit...Bali has had 2 or 3 bombings in a VERY short timespan...The september 11th attack on the twin towers, using 2 commercial flights was devestating and it literally destroyed millions of lifes physically and emotionally...Whoever it was who planned and initiated the Bali attacks clearly was targetting the tourists...But WHY must you kill innocent people? To make a statement? To prove a fact? To fulfill a "prophecy"? This whole world is falling apart right in front of our eyes!

Because of all this that has happened, America wages a war against terrorism...the whole world is on "full alert", building up their army and defences in hopes of preventing terrorism from reaching their countries EVER!

What is the point of bombing places and killing innocent lives and families? What is the bloody point of crashing two planes into twin buildings?

I wonder...I REALLY do wonder what the future looks like...From our current position, I'd say quite grim...If people don't start picking themselves up soon and start living in the REAL world, the skies won't be blue no more.

1:49 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Its a really quiet night and I mean REALLY quiet. I'm not chatting with Pay Chin (Ray) on skype and hardly anyone is online...Well I was chatting with Raymond earlier on and we just got off the phone like 2 minutes ago...But coming back to the computer, it suddenly feels so quiet...

Raymond and I were just chatting and the guy has a date tomorrow which he is really looking forward to *grin* All the best man! xD Ah he will do awesome! A really decent guy with a heart of gold...definitely gonna win the girl's heart over! =)

You never can tell what to expect...but expect the best in any given situation!

I was just thinking...you can NEVER know what to expect in the future. Take meeting up a girl for example..as a guy I'd think "I guess we'd prolly meet up at the train station, walk to the food court and grab a bite and perhaps catch a movie...but OMG what will we be talking about? Will there be conversation? What will I say to keep the conversation going? I hope there won't be any silence!" But usually things always turn out better then you'd predict or expect...In the end, I'd prolly meet up with the girl and she'd say she wants to try Long John Silver's fish&chips and being my favourite, I'd be recommending the set meals and from there she'd talk about trying food overseas..etc..etc... and it goes on from there...

Anyway...I sometimes do wonder about meeting that someone special...and then I do worry about what my future will be like...but hell...I'll do my best for today and for tomrrow and let next week speak for itself! Who knows...I might meet someone who has a contact in a University and can pull strings for me! Anything is possible in this world! As proof, this guy my mom's friend knows has me sorta working for his company "Drum Cafe" and he is friends with one of the guys in charge in the Music&Drama Company. The best part is, he agreed to do up a letter of recommendation for me so hopefully after my BMT (Basic Military Training), I can get posted to the Music&Drama Company and serve my 2 years there! =D

Enough yakking for one night eh...I'll let you go chill out to some tunes and stuff! Meanwhile, being such a quiet night, I'll probably stone here at the PC and watching episode after episode of Friends! =D

EDIT: I found a file-hosting website which gives you free 250MB storage of music files/documents etc and they state "Hot-linking is allowed" xD Now I can update my blog songs with perfect clarity in the songs! No more WMA extentions!

2:18 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

Some updates have been made as you can probably tell (All ears) =) I've this rockin awesome song in MP3 format in the background of my blog ! A huge thanks to Pay Chin for helping me to host this song in its format or else I would have had to convert the song into wma which would make it sound really awful so yeah thanks dude!! \m/ !! Rawk on!! xD

The week is fast coming to an end...its already Friday O.o Well there is weekend to look forward too! And the following ahead! xD I'm REALLY lovin this blog! As promised, I will be added more stuff in it bit by bit so keep checkin back yeah!

Spoke to Nicole today...Was good catching up even though it wasn't a very long conversation but it was nice nonetheless! Always great to catch up with friends!

In case any of you are wondering, the song title and lyrics are as follows:

Coheed And Cambria - A Favor House Atlantic

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you

Good eye, sniper
I shoot, you run

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you want to kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are

Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Bye bye, beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down
Face step, step down

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I'll call you when the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know

Bye bye, beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down
Face step, step down

Bye bye, beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down
Face step, step down

1:57 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Sitting here today, doing this particular entry has suddenly made me realise why I stopped doing my blog previously. When I first created it, I had this mentality that what I wrote in my blog was usually of stuff that had heppened in the day..Like "I woke up at such and such time and ate this for breakfast...went to do this...got to see this..blah blah blah" But this actually isn't always the case..Sure I'd say that today I kicked some butt in Day Of Defeat:Source and also kinda got my butt kicked...and I actually started my day at 4pm which was when I woke up...But thats not all people write in their blogs. People write what they've felt inside during the day too...and what they are currently feeling as they write in the entry. Having been given the opportunity to assist in this online community as a host has certainly given me the chance to see the TRUE colours of a lot of its members...As the saying goes "You meet all sorts in this world" and damn that is SO true. Some people try to make your life a living hell...they try to break you down and get you to turn ugly just like them so they can prove to the world that you are just another one of them...but there are some people in this world who are truely wonderful, supporting and who don't judge you, who accept you for who you are.

In the face of adversity, stand tall..be confident.
You have to stand proud and believe in what you are doing. If what you are doing is right, go for it all the way no matter what anyone says. People who put you down, do it because they know they cannot get up to where you are so they try to pull you down instead.

Tomorrow's another day...I plan to try and get up by 12. Yeah I know I always say that but I'll try~! Like every other day...I'll try =) Catch you tomorrow!!

4:11 AM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I finally got my blog up today...New URL...New template...New chapter in my life...
Thats one thing I sometimes really hate about life...having to move on. Sometimes I just wish I could stay in one part of my life...forever...because its so nice. Time eventually catches up unfortunately.
There are many things to look forward to though. For one, I'm sort of helping out "Drum Cafe" which is one hell of an experiance! I've been enjoying life this year..damn I've been slacking like no tomorrow =x Recently, however, I've been looking up University courses and trying to sort out how my life, years down the road, will be...not that I can actually PLAN what happens...but it doesn't hurt to have a road map with you to guide yourself if you ever get a little lost along the way. =)

I've found this song recently while randomly checking out Josh Groban songs and this one is simply amazing! Its in Italian, which I find a most beautiful language and this song is, once again, absolutely incredible! When I listen to Oceano, it makes me think of my life...think about the past chapters of my life..the past 2 years especially. My life has changed SO much since I joined SFMS...the friends and teachers and the experiances I've gained in finally being a part of a community where I am accepted for who I am. And best of all, discovering my passion in music, singing and percussion and actually performing them! Its been a tremendous life changing experiance for me and I still can't help but feel sad that this chapter has closed. I still cannot believe that 2 years has gone by just like that. I remember my very first day in the wee hours of the morning, waiting for the school bus and wondering to myself how the year was gonna be like. Who would have guessed it'd change my life so much!

Josh Groban - Oceano

Piove sull'oceano
Piove sull'oceano
Piove sulla mia identità
Lampi sull'oceano
Lampi sull'oceano
Squarci di luminosità
Forse là in America
I venti del Pacifico
Scoprono le sue immensità
Le mie mani stringono
Sogni lontanissimi
E il mio pensiero corre da te
Remo, tremo, sento
Profondi e oscuri abissi
E' per l'amore che ti do
E' per l'amore che non sai
Che mi fai naufragare
E' per l'amore che non ho
E' per l'amore che vorrei
E' per questo dolore
E' questo amore che ho per te
Che mi fa superare queste vere tempeste
Onde sull'oceano
Onde sull'oceano
Che dolcemente si placherà
Le mie mani stringono
Sogni lontanissimi
E il tuo respiro soffia su di me
Remo, tremo, sento
Vento intorno al cuore
E' per l'amore che ho per te
Che mi fa superare mille tempeste
E' per l'amore che ti do
E' per l'amore che vorrei
Da questo mare
E' per la vita che non c'è
Che mi fai naufragare
In fondo al cuore
Tutto questo ti avra
Te e a sembra tutto normale

1:24 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Hey everyone!! Welcome to my brand new blog!!! I just built it up today! After browsing through over a thousand templates, I FINALLY found this beautiful skin which really suits me! Its music oriented and is not too bright =D I will be adding in bits and pieces here and there so keep checking back yeah! I've also added my good ol tag board so please so drop a note to say hey if you can! Its most appreciated! =D I'm gonna continue working on this and I'll be back to post later tonight!! Ciao!~

6:17 PM