Those who know me, know I am not a religious kinda guy...I just ain't God-fearing...I've been to church before...I've been for cell group meetings...I've prayed...read the bible...but alas, it just isn't me...
However, my reason for such an introduction is because, recently, I've started listening to Christian music again. I've always loved it, even though I'm not exactly worshiping..weird isn't it? I don't know...I just find that music composed by groups such as Hillsongs, Hillsongs United and Planet Shakers have a calming, soothing, comforting feel to them (Yeah I know they are supposed to do that) but for someone like myself, who isn't into the whole religious thing, it does say something. =) The power that music has over the mind, over the heart. It is quite amazing if we actually realize.
I've been thinking about a lot of stuff...perhaps its the music that's 'conjuring' up all these thoughts but yeah, nonetheless I am thinking them. Thinking about my past...about the present...about what can be, what could be, what could have been...kinda emo-ish I suppose..but hell, we're all entitled to it every now and then eh. =)
I really ought to start writing some new material on my guitar..(Yeah this must be the thousandth time I've said that) I keep wanting to but I just can't seem to get the right words down on the paper. I always end up writing up to two verses and sometimes a chorus then I end up throwing the paper away because I just don't know what else to write. Writer's block perhaps? I don't know....hopefully I get at least one or two new songs up soon. I'll definitely post em here once ready. =)